Thinking is fighting just like writing, as the blows last much, much longer because of the mind... It is a fight though, as all wars are internal... Only you win, the war that is, when/if you your-self can admit and I do mean just....admit. Admit...that your own thoughts, that you are fighting with, are no more than ideals. If you ever take a breath and breathe you will see that "the world of ideals" is not....the nature of reality, which you too naturally are a part of. And that is why all wars are internal. You are....going against your own self with some "should", "should nots" ideals.............. Be true to your-self, which will be none of that...stuff, and then tell me what the truth is. But you see most of my "friends" just...run away. Kevin D. Ervin 2009 c.