Battle

I'm fighting a winning battle
I want to fight couragously
resolve this inner struggle
rise above this muzzle
leave behind this emotional sickness
some would call it apathy
a sty of the soul
i need some liberation
free myself from this drug
drunken bliss

God help me fight this nonsense
wring out this rag of a soul
fill it with the blood of a son you know
i'm such a stumbling stump
a hollow bulldozed soul
raise me up above this
fix this broken mold
make it fit to hold a soul
i know i have your light
i feel it in my soul
I'm just waiting for it to unfold